Today is my birthday. It is an unusual birthday because it is the first one I spent with Jensen.  I don't know how other girls feel and act when they celebrate their special occasions with their boy friends, occasion such as birthday.  But I do feel a bit pressured. Of course, on such special day, you would expect a nice dress, a fancy restaurant, a lovely present and a kiss.  Me too, I look forward to all these and I have it all.  But at the moment when I was in the restaurant and was about to unwrap the present, I didn't know how to react.  Should I smile or cry or kiss him or do all in one time?  What if I don't like the present? Should I still smile or should I cry but save the kiss? 
Luckily, he bought me a book holder - a standing board which helps hold a book for easy reading or typing.  Although I should say, as a birthday present, it is a bit odd, it is very considerate of him to have bought it since I will need it for my study (and you can see he had given much thought with such limited time given). Then I realised, it is not the present that matters, it is him and his idea that matter. Whether it's a diamond or it's a rock, it is a dear present as long as he thinks it suits me.   The theory is: "when you are deeply  in love with someone, you would like whatever he buys you".  Of course, I may still be pissed off if he had bought me a miniature of George W. Bush or the Statute of Libery but I don't think he would.  So other than that, I would love everything he buys me.
So Jensen, if you are reading this, I want to say thank you, not for the present but for your presence. Because I love you and so I love everything you present me.