I think I have found an oasis in the middle of the desert.
Posts archive for: December, 2007
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@ Thursday, Dec. 20, 2007 – 06:00:31 pm
Today is my birthday. It is an unusual birthday because it is the first one I spent with Jensen. I don't know how other girls feel and act when they celebrate their special occasions with their boy friends, occasion such as birthday. But I do feel a bit pressured. Of course, on such special day, you would expect a nice dress, a fancy restaurant, a lovely present and a kiss. Me too, I look forward to all these and I have it all. But at the moment when I was in the restaurant and was about to unwrap the present, I didn't know how to react. Should I smile or cry or kiss him or do all in one time? What if I don't like the present? Should I still smile or should I cry but save the kiss?
Luckily, he bought me a book holder - a standing board which helps hold a book for easy reading or typing. Although I should say, as a birthday present, it is a bit odd, it is very considerate of him to have bought it since I will need it for my study (and you can see he had given much thought with such limited time given). Then I realised, it is not the present that matters, it is him and his idea that matter. Whether it's a diamond or it's a rock, it is a dear present as long as he thinks it suits me. The theory is: "when you are deeply in love with someone, you would like whatever he buys you". Of course, I may still be pissed off if he had bought me a miniature of George W. Bush or the Statute of Libery but I don't think he would. So other than that, I would love everything he buys me.
So Jensen, if you are reading this, I want to say thank you, not for the present but for your presence. Because I love you and so I love everything you present me. -
12 Jan, 2009
@ Tuesday, Dec. 18, 2007 – 06:04:43 am
Didn't notice how long I haven't written anything on my blog until one of my friends asked me to post something good about him few days ago. His request actually flattered me, since it made me feel like I am one of those celeb authors that their books sold out even in a country with the highest number of illiteracy. So today I visit my blog and try to write something. Then I realised my last post is actually dated back March 17. Nine months ago - Wow, I would have born a baby if I was preganted during the period of my last publication! But I didn't.
The first question came to my mind is not " What should I write about this guy" but "What have I been doing during these 9 months"? I must have been very busy that I couldn't even manage to update the blog. I contemplated for a while.......yes, there seems to have many things going on in these 9 months, or, I should say, many changes have taken place. Among those major ones are the kick off of the study and the acquintance of Jensen. The combination of the two have pretty much turned my life inside out and upside down....I mean positively. Anyway, I want to apologise to all my friends who used to and who still love to read my writings and I truly hope I won't stop writing this time.